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What would you say about me avoiding people, Bai?
I still feel more like a contractor. Even in this place, I cannot handle both. Even in this place, I cannot be both. I cannot decide.
Would you tell me to stop avoiding them, Bai? You would say that I am still too indecisive and in avoiding them, I am still not facing both halves of myself. I find it easier to accept the half that is you than the half that is myself.
I'll see.
What would you say about me avoiding people, Bai?
I still feel more like a contractor. Even in this place, I cannot handle both. Even in this place, I cannot be both. I cannot decide.
Would you tell me to stop avoiding them, Bai? You would say that I am still too indecisive and in avoiding them, I am still not facing both halves of myself. I find it easier to accept the half that is you than the half that is myself.
I'll see.