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Everyone here longs for home.

I think it might be better if you were here, Yin. Huang or Mao could be here, as well, if people can come back from the dead.

And so could you, Bai. Perhaps you could be here. I'm sure you would be glad.

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It would never be so easy.
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There's no way I can follow this decision if I don't make it a routine. I'll need a job that isn't at night soon. I've had numerous jobs. What would you think I should do, Bai? There are so many changes that will come with these decisions. Mao would laugh at the time that it's taken for me to embrace these changes. Even if none of you are here, she'll continue following me. That's how she follows her intuition, and I'm still working out mine.

This isn't what I thought I'd be, but you were right. I've never wanted to be like a contractor, but I made myself one for you. It's part of who I am, but not what I am.

A little while longer. I'll ask her to eat this weekend.
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What would you say about me avoiding people, Bai?

I still feel more like a contractor. Even in this place, I cannot handle both. Even in this place, I cannot be both. I cannot decide.

Would you tell me to stop avoiding them, Bai? You would say that I am still too indecisive and in avoiding them, I am still not facing both halves of myself. I find it easier to accept the half that is you than the half that is myself.

I'll see.
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Make this person stop bothering me.
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Did you leave that?

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Aside from Bai, Yin would like this, too.



I am coming to terms with what I am, Bai.
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Bai would like Christmas.

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Stop following me.
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There's no point in asking that. It is not very different from my world, only it was not Bai, or me, but themselves. They destroyed themselves.




She should stop looking. There's no one left to find.
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