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You may all pick up your stolen belongings at the police department. Please bring proper identification, as some paperwork does need to be filled out upon their retrieval. Everything will be returned in an orderly fashion.

[ Filter: Spitfire ]

Perhaps I'm coming on too strongly, but are you all right? When I came in for my trim today you didn't quite seem as an enthusiastic as you normally are. If I'm intruding, please feel free to let me know, but I certainly wouldn't feel right unless I expressed my concern.

[ Filter: Miss Nana Komatsu ]

Miss Komatsu,

Thank you for your help regarding my roommate. There are some situations that I am unable to deal with properly. I believe that was one of them. If you are in need of anything, please let me know. Thank you again.

Soon, it will be spring. March 20th will mark the first day, when day and night are both equal in terms of day to night. Unfortunately it's rather difficult to observe the change through artificial lighting and filtered air. I will miss, most of all, walking outside and bearing witness to the budding of the leaves and the blooming of the flowers. It's done here as well, but it's lifeless through human touch, something that I usually find myself admiring. The beauty of nature comes in many forms, and untouched it is flawless. There's nothing quite like it, and I find a part of myself, even in the company of my own plants, yearning to take walks and watching the natural world change around me.

Things have quieted down, and I still wonder if it's a blessing or a curse. It will give me time to spend with the old piano at the college, as well as time to spend with Miss Nia. Just like my own world, there are many classic books that seem hard to come by; ones I've read from my childhood that I would like to read with different perspective, books that I would like to share with others, and those that I haven't had the honor of reading as of yet. It's quite difficult to keep up with hobbies in this world, even moreso than it was in my own. It's a shame, as it becomes easier to become bored and harder to become relaxed. Perhaps sitting at the piano will unlock a world that has been out of my reach since I arrived. I can only hope.

[ Filter: Yagami Raito ]

Mister Yagami,

I'm sorry to disturb you, but I would like a word as soon as possible. I will forward this message to your phone in hopes of a quick response.

Thank you.

Christmas is a time for celebration and reflection. It's been very difficult since we all arrived here, but I can say, compared to the world I came from, that I'm proud of the progress that we've made. From everyone arriving amid the commotion, to the occasional physical squabble that arises; for the most part, we've been able to live beside one another peacefully.

So even if you come from a place that does not celebrate Christmas, and this is your first one; or if you do not believe in the in the fundamentals that the holiday was founded; I think that we can all agree that we have something to celebrate. As we continue forward, I wish you all a Merry Christmas, and good faith among your fellow man.

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Also, Miss Nia, would you like to go shopping? It might be an odd change of pace, but we could also go out for supper as well.

[ Filter: Private ]

I have believed, since the beginning, that I have been doing the right thing. I have fought for what was taught to me as the Greater Good; not just through schooling and academies, but through my own life experiences. A war has plagued me, ripped apart my life; and since I was little I can remember not allowing it to tear me apart completely. I reached for the pieces, and everyday I carefully assorted them into something that I could remember. I stood tall, and eventually taught myself how to fight. Not physically, per se, but come to terms with the battle going on within myself. If I was to be an example, I couldn't allow myself to be pushed down; I had to keep trying, no matter what it took.

I have had my moments of doubt. When in need, inspiration has always found a way to me. Through my soldiers, and through my own actions. One moment that I remember, that I will until the day I die, were the words of a soldier under my command. I thought the we were wasting our time with the menial search of villages that had been attacked by GEARS, scrounging through the scraps of great cities in hope of human life. I slipped, and one day, expressed my fears of failure to a soldier who was merely delivering a message of the Death we were chasing. I asked him if we should give up after scaling the city instead of using man power on hopeless endeavors. He said, simply, that we were the ones who would find the survivors, and our duty to the people was to continue to do as we were until everyone was safe. I learned something that day.

I wonder if it's hopeless to chase Sol, and even now, as I sit here and write this, reread it silently to myself, I can't help but feel uplifted when I think about him. My anger also fuels his pursual, and my intentions aren't anything but selfish. Perhaps I am acting like a child, but now that he's gone, I miss him. He is the one catharsis that I have, and he is the one person that I wish to save, and one that I can trust. In our exchange, he's taught me more things then I could have learned in a lifetime. And what of my life here? These people also need protecting. I can't say that it's not my place, but I also can't say that I also don't feel obligated. I will, no matter what, fight until I can save every last person.