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indesolution2008-06-06 04:09 am
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It's happening again. The random deaths, the weird way it's happening ... People are getting arrested even if they can't remember what happened to them. Some of them looked really shaken up when I stopped by the station, and I don't know what to do. I'm a little from being ready to serve in a hospital, but what's the use when I can't stop the wounds before they happen? None of those people made it out alive. They're dead ... their lives are screwed up, and if we weren't here, they would have a different chance.
I have control of what I can do now. It's not been a problem since Rachel helped me out. But just because I can control what I do doesn't mean I can really help out around here. That's just one more defused bomb in a place full of many of them. We're not anywhere near the number of the "normal" people, but we're still making a name for ourselves. And it's not a good one.
I don't even know why I'm saying this here. A bunch of people can read this, can't they? I'd rather not have the confirmation. I don't wanna know who's out there, knowing what I'm thinking. It's enough having Parkman around sometimes.
This isn't going to get any easier. If anything, Dalton and his "Captain" will just use this to show how Nathan doesn't care about people. They're no better than the other psychos here. Only some people might think they have the right idea.
... Don't worry too much, Peter. Something will be worked out. I'm not about to let this place tear itself down from the inside just because we can't keep ourselves in line. I don't know how, but I remember Adam, and I remember everything he did for me and my brother. If he was here, I bet he'd do anything he could, too.
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Hey.
When you're not busy, we should have dinner sometime. I've got a feeling it might be a while, so no rush.
It's happening again. The random deaths, the weird way it's happening ... People are getting arrested even if they can't remember what happened to them. Some of them looked really shaken up when I stopped by the station, and I don't know what to do. I'm a little from being ready to serve in a hospital, but what's the use when I can't stop the wounds before they happen? None of those people made it out alive. They're dead ... their lives are screwed up, and if we weren't here, they would have a different chance.
I have control of what I can do now. It's not been a problem since Rachel helped me out. But just because I can control what I do doesn't mean I can really help out around here. That's just one more defused bomb in a place full of many of them. We're not anywhere near the number of the "normal" people, but we're still making a name for ourselves. And it's not a good one.
I don't even know why I'm saying this here. A bunch of people can read this, can't they? I'd rather not have the confirmation. I don't wanna know who's out there, knowing what I'm thinking. It's enough having Parkman around sometimes.
This isn't going to get any easier. If anything, Dalton and his "Captain" will just use this to show how Nathan doesn't care about people. They're no better than the other psychos here. Only some people might think they have the right idea.
... Don't worry too much, Peter. Something will be worked out. I'm not about to let this place tear itself down from the inside just because we can't keep ourselves in line. I don't know how, but I remember Adam, and I remember everything he did for me and my brother. If he was here, I bet he'd do anything he could, too.
[ Filter: Rachel ]
Hey.
When you're not busy, we should have dinner sometime. I've got a feeling it might be a while, so no rush.
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This week might be kinda a bust though. I've got a lot going on.