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it's weird to be in my own apartment again. but um. I don't know, maybe I'm just being selfish but um I really don't want to be around Andrew and Warren any more than I have to right now. um part of it is fear? because I shouldn't have told Cordelia about, um, about cerebral dampeners. brain control guns. whatever. and um Warren hasn't come to kick my face in yet but, yeah. I don't put it past him. um, ever. and Andrew I mean whatever. I know he doesn't like her either.

it just sucks. I don't want her to hate them and I don't want them to hate her and slkfj it's like, you know, um god forbid I do something good for myself right? one day something won't backfire on me. um, that'll be a good day.

I should just never admit that things are going well or that I'm happy. because, um. it always leads to trouble.

I wonder if there are um therapists in Babylon because I miss mine kind of really a lot.

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um that registry thing was a lot harder than I expected. like, what do you put down for that. being the dependent variable is kind of lame. but still! it's a good idea. um, I approve.

also um. Rei. do you need me to get anything at the store? um, foodwise. not like. you know. a cat or something. not that I think you'd ask for a cat! but um. anyway I'm going grocery shopping is what I'm saying. skfjskfskj yes.

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I am fine.

um, are you sure? seriously I can pick up like! um. soup. or something.

Yes.

yes you're sure? or yes soup?

I am sure.

okay! um if you change your mind just let me know.

Registry? So now you have a superpower?

they told me that magic counted.

Can you still do that here? I thought the Dungeons and Dorks thing was like all pretend now.

well. um. that was kind of why it was difficult. I think I could if um the supplies were around? because. yeah. it doesn't matter though.

Huh. Go figure.

I know. it's weird.

so um! what's your favorite movie?

uh Meaning what? Is this a test again? Like when I mixed up Star Trek and Star Wars?

no! um. I'm just curious. I'm taking a survey?

Oh. uh My Best Friend's Wedding. Have you seen it? It'll change your life,

um I actually haven't, but I know the song. I say a little prayer right?

Weird. Yeah.

what, it's a good song.

Ah, it was a little difficult... I wasn't sure what I was supposed to put down.

me neither. but um, at least we did it?

I guess so... I was a little uncomfortable. It's kind of invasive.

well. a little. but um I think it's a good idea, considering.

I hope so.

I bet it'll be fine.

You're right! I shouldn't be so negative.

well um, easier said than done, but yeah! how have you been? um I've been like crazy busy with the store and stuff lately so I feel like I missed everything.

Ah, you don't need to worry. I've been helping Petrelli-san a lot with a the things going on here in Babylon, and I've been busy with school. I feel bad because I've made so many friends, and now it seems I hardly have any time anymore, not even for myself!

I know how you feel. but um I'm glad you got that job!

I am too, I want to do everything I can to make sure that there's not a war here like there was in my world.

you're a really good person, Aya.

Thank you... I hope that's enough.

well. with um the world I came from and probably this world too, I think it's a rarity.

No matter how good of a person I am... if it doesn't change anything, it wasn't worth it. I don't want to make the same mistakes over and over again. Even though I can see them, and I know them, I wonder if I'll be able to avoid them.

I get that.

um. we can help each other with that?

I'd like that.