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Agito won't shut up about that brawl. I'm not surprised he didn't get far, but something like that still pisses me off. He wants to know why I didn't go too and I don't have a reason. I wanted to fight. I know I probably shouldn't. after Behemoth ended and after my injuries I really can't be reckless. But I'm so bored here. I figured joining the police would be fun and it's what I'm most used to, but we're not doing anything! It's just Parkman and paperwork. It's not anything like with Kaito-nii. I keep thinking about maybe quitting, but then I don't know. I don't know why I didn't join the fight. Workign there is really pissing me off. I know that fat fuck is behind something because I looked it up. He can read minds and all that, so I tried to think about the worst stuff when he's really makin me mad. He's probabaly the reason, but I don't get why. I don't know. I wanted to fight. If Ren Fa was around she'd say something like I shouldn't fight anymore. she isn't really anywhere- like in japan or in babylon and I'm used to that now, but I still think about her when I feel like breaking something.

Simca made me AT a while ago and I'm working as hard as I can. It gets easier to run everyday, but I still don't know what I'm training for. I can't even fight when I want to. This place is a joke. But I want to see how far Ikki can go with his wings like this. It's kind of funny, now he's trapped in a cage. I bet he'd just bust through the ceiling. I'd definitely want to see that. Anyway I'm not losing to Agito, so I can't ever give up. Something like that would really piss him off.

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Hey Sano. Are you tired of washing Simca-san's underwear and going shopping yet?