indesolution

I'm the only guy left with three strikes. I mean, Gavin cleared them, but to me they're still there. I don't really buy into things like forgiveness because whatever we did, it happened and nothing's gonna change it. That girl's still dead, isn't she? Anyway, Charlie isn't around, neither is his boss and nobody's seen Keller.

Akito, you left your fish here.

Hey, Simca-san, What are the chances you're gonna give Sano your baby as part of his never-ending chore lists? Missing Behemoth yet?


And Rukia, I don't get why you were so fussy about me paying. If it's cause I'm suspended, get over it. That's how it's gonna be.

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Agito won't shut up about that brawl. I'm not surprised he didn't get far, but something like that still pisses me off. He wants to know why I didn't go too and I don't have a reason. I wanted to fight. I know I probably shouldn't. after Behemoth ended and after my injuries I really can't be reckless. But I'm so bored here. I figured joining the police would be fun and it's what I'm most used to, but we're not doing anything! It's just Parkman and paperwork. It's not anything like with Kaito-nii. I keep thinking about maybe quitting, but then I don't know. I don't know why I didn't join the fight. Workign there is really pissing me off. I know that fat fuck is behind something because I looked it up. He can read minds and all that, so I tried to think about the worst stuff when he's really makin me mad. He's probabaly the reason, but I don't get why. I don't know. I wanted to fight. If Ren Fa was around she'd say something like I shouldn't fight anymore. she isn't really anywhere- like in japan or in babylon and I'm used to that now, but I still think about her when I feel like breaking something.

Simca made me AT a while ago and I'm working as hard as I can. It gets easier to run everyday, but I still don't know what I'm training for. I can't even fight when I want to. This place is a joke. But I want to see how far Ikki can go with his wings like this. It's kind of funny, now he's trapped in a cage. I bet he'd just bust through the ceiling. I'd definitely want to see that. Anyway I'm not losing to Agito, so I can't ever give up. Something like that would really piss him off.


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Hey Sano. Are you tired of washing Simca-san's underwear and going shopping yet?

Yeah, it figures this kinda shit would happen right when I feel like running again.

Dear Mr/Mrs Pandora:


What do you want for this Christmas thing? I need to know in advance because I have limited mobility and use lots of that time for police work/errands/booze runs. If you know who has me, tell them I want a cool T shirt and maybe a gun (I heard they're cheap)


Thanks and be safe,

Udou Akira (secret santa)