indesolution | the ides of march

Yeah, well, just because you don't want me hanging out with your new friends. I had fun!

um.

I didn't say that. it's just weird, okay.

I'd rather hang out with Warren anyway, so like, have fun with your room service.

to be um really honest it's probably better if you hang out with Warren. that's kind of um why I said it? I didn't mean like ANDREW YOU FAIL LEAVE NOW, I meant like. um. we're the ones who work things out, he's the one who gets all. Warren smash. and stuff. he probably needs you more. that's all I meant okay gkjs it's not you oh my god why do I suck

He wouldn't 'need me more' if you weren't abandoning us for Cordelia Chase and the Wolfram and Hart gang.

abandoning you. seriously? that's really not it at all.

look okay. I'm still figuring out how to be friends with people who um. aren't you or Warren. so.

...Why?

we accept the love we think we deserve? why not?

I really hate that phrase.

okay. well. I like it.

but seriously.

also oh my god seriously please don't be an idiot about this. um I shouldn't have to say this but you guys are still my best friends and if everything else didn't change that then um, girls won't either. like. just please tell me you know that.

also don't italicize her name.

Except stuff did change last time remember. Because of girls. Or, you know, Buffy.

really?

well as long as Warren refrains from trying to kill this girl and um you refrain from, you know, cheering him on then I'm pretty sure everything will be fine.

I don't really think she's helping her own case with that. But thanks for the tip.

what the hell

so. do you think she deserved to get shot too?

I don't want to talk about that.

well um what you just said kind of implies something like that. so.

god help me gksjfslk I don't want to talk about any of this. why can't um I at least try to have other friends or like a girl or something without everything going kablam.

I just don't like talking about you know. People shooting people. I'm not. There's no plotting. And it kind of happened when she was defending me so.

You've had other friends, like Aya! Han Qi Luo! But you didn't completely wig on us to hang with them, which I guess is why this is different.

this is different.

I don't mean to, okay? like I said I'm um still figuring this out. if it really bugs you then I can. you know. stop for a while or something just gkj I don't want to fight with you. especially about this.

Do whatever you want Jonathan. If that maybe included actually apologising to Warren and being our friend again that would be great!

okay um. two things. one, I'm sorry that you guys think that if I'm not with you twenty-four seven then clearly I must hate you because yeah. definitely. that's exactly it. you're so right.

two, what exactly am I apologizing for? because um serious backward logic.

1. Sarcasm is super-helpful. You were avoiding us!! I didn't even say anything mean to Cordelia!! Or back Warren up! I tried really hard, because you're my friend and I guess I want you to be happy even if that means hanging out with people with no culture and I mean the appletinis were nice even if I don't appreciate her trying to set me up with whoever she thinks is appropriate for me because contrary to popular opinion I can make my own decisions. So if you want to go hang with Angel and that gang then go for your chance at popularity and happiness! But don't pretend like you're not my best friend just because I embarrass you or something.

2. You really upset him.

just. don't. seriously? because I never said that and. if that's really what you think then um I don't know what I can tell you to convince you that you're blowing this way way way out of proportion.

and wow. okay. one I didn't mean to and two, like he's never upset me and um I can count the apologies on one hand.

Yeah um, afaik, he hasn't actually done anything wrong here and I mean, you know how it works. Chain of command.

night. see you at work.

also um my bad for not wanting to listen to you and Cordelia talk about boys?

It's not like we exactly have a lot in common. Boys and demons, that's about it. So you know, I'm fine if you don't want us to be friends, she totally called me.

that's kind of all I want. actually.

And then Cordelia and I in the same room together and suddenly all you do is pick at your shirt? I mean I tried and then you made it clear you didn't want me to be there.

um hello it was kind of more than a little awkward, and okay. like. I give up on um Warren and Cordelia even tolerating each other okay, um I know that won't happen but you two are pretty much the greatest people ever and um. I feel like neither of you gets why the other is so great? and I don't know how to make that work. I'm sorry okay.

Because giving up on Warren is like, the best idea ever!! I mean Cordelia managed to sit down to a game of D&D for a little while, obviously she has changed even if her math skills aren't amazing, but I was never really noticed by all the popular girls in high school anyway so that's not really my issue? She's just, um, I just don't get why you even like her.

it's okay. I um. don't really expect you guys to get it.

she's like a really good therapy session personified okay um that's the only way I can describe it and. it's a thing. whatever.

I get some of it. I mean, she's not exactly. Nice. But. I just don't get why you have to avoid us because of her.

I promise that she really is.

wow um. okay. avoiding or not, it's not because of Cordelia. it's stupid, I want to fix it.

You're doing great.

thanks. I really appreciate that.

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