to be um really honest it's probably better if you hang out with Warren. that's kind of um why I said it? I didn't mean like ANDREW YOU FAIL LEAVE NOW, I meant like. um. we're the ones who work things out, he's the one who gets all. Warren smash. and stuff. he probably needs you more. that's all I meant okay gkjs it's not you oh my god why do I suck
also oh my god seriously please don't be an idiot about this. um I shouldn't have to say this but you guys are still my best friends and if everything else didn't change that then um, girls won't either. like. just please tell me you know that.
well as long as Warren refrains from trying to kill this girl and um you refrain from, you know, cheering him on then I'm pretty sure everything will be fine.
well um what you just said kind of implies something like that. so.
god help me gksjfslk I don't want to talk about any of this. why can't um I at least try to have other friends or like a girl or something without everything going kablam.
I don't mean to, okay? like I said I'm um still figuring this out. if it really bugs you then I can. you know. stop for a while or something just gkj I don't want to fight with you. especially about this.
okay um. two things. one, I'm sorry that you guys think that if I'm not with you twenty-four seven then clearly I must hate you because yeah. definitely. that's exactly it. you're so right.
two, what exactly am I apologizing for? because um serious backward logic.
1. Sarcasm is super-helpful. You were avoiding us!! I didn't even say anything mean to Cordelia!! Or back Warren up! I tried really hard, because you're my friend and I guess I want you to be happy even if that means hanging out with people with no culture and I mean the appletinis were nice even if I don't appreciate her trying to set me up with whoever she thinks is appropriate for me because contrary to popular opinion I can make my own decisions. So if you want to go hang with Angel and that gang then go for your chance at popularity and happiness! But don't pretend like you're not my best friend just because I embarrass you or something.
just. don't. seriously? because I never said that and. if that's really what you think then um I don't know what I can tell you to convince you that you're blowing this way way way out of proportion.
and wow. okay. one I didn't mean to and two, like he's never upset me and um I can count the apologies on one hand.
It's not like we exactly have a lot in common. Boys and demons, that's about it. So you know, I'm fine if you don't want us to be friends, she totally called me.
And then Cordelia and I in the same room together and suddenly all you do is pick at your shirt? I mean I tried and then you made it clear you didn't want me to be there.
um hello it was kind of more than a little awkward, and okay. like. I give up on um Warren and Cordelia even tolerating each other okay, um I know that won't happen but you two are pretty much the greatest people ever and um. I feel like neither of you gets why the other is so great? and I don't know how to make that work. I'm sorry okay.
Because giving up on Warren is like, the best idea ever!! I mean Cordelia managed to sit down to a game of D&D for a little while, obviously she has changed even if her math skills aren't amazing, but I was never really noticed by all the popular girls in high school anyway so that's not really my issue? She's just, um, I just don't get why you even like her.
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[ Filter: Jonathan ]
Date: 2008-03-15 08:23 am (UTC)[ Filter: Andrew ]
Date: 2008-03-15 08:25 am (UTC)I didn't say that. it's just weird, okay.
[ Filter: Jonathan ]
Date: 2008-03-15 08:28 am (UTC)[ Filter: Andrew ]
Date: 2008-03-15 08:30 am (UTC)[ Filter: Jonathan ]
Date: 2008-03-15 08:43 am (UTC)[ Filter: Andrew ]
Date: 2008-03-15 08:45 am (UTC)look okay. I'm still figuring out how to be friends with people who um. aren't you or Warren. so.
[ Filter: Jonathan ]
Date: 2008-03-15 08:47 am (UTC)[ Filter: Andrew ]
Date: 2008-03-15 08:49 am (UTC)[ Filter: Jonathan ]
Date: 2008-03-15 08:56 am (UTC)[ Filter: Andrew ]
Date: 2008-03-15 08:57 am (UTC)but seriously.
[ Filter: Andrew ]
Date: 2008-03-15 08:51 am (UTC)also don't italicize her name.
[ Filter: Jonathan ]
Date: 2008-03-15 08:57 am (UTC)[ Filter: Andrew ]
Date: 2008-03-15 08:58 am (UTC)[ Filter: Andrew ]
Date: 2008-03-15 08:59 am (UTC)[ Filter: Jonathan ]
Date: 2008-03-15 09:04 am (UTC)[ Filter: Andrew ]
Date: 2008-03-15 09:05 am (UTC)[ Filter: Andrew ]
Date: 2008-03-15 09:13 am (UTC)[ Filter: Jonathan ]
Date: 2008-03-15 09:17 am (UTC)[ Filter: Andrew ]
Date: 2008-03-15 09:21 am (UTC)god help me gksjfslk I don't want to talk about any of this. why can't um I at least try to have other friends or like a girl or something without everything going kablam.
[ Filter: Jonathan ]
Date: 2008-03-15 09:26 am (UTC)You've had other friends, like Aya! Han Qi Luo! But you didn't completely wig on us to hang with them, which I guess is why this is different.
[ Filter: Andrew ]
Date: 2008-03-15 09:29 am (UTC)I don't mean to, okay? like I said I'm um still figuring this out. if it really bugs you then I can. you know. stop for a while or something just gkj I don't want to fight with you. especially about this.
[ Filter: Jonathan ]
Date: 2008-03-15 09:34 am (UTC)[ Filter: Andrew ]
Date: 2008-03-15 09:37 am (UTC)two, what exactly am I apologizing for? because um serious backward logic.
[ Filter: Jonathan ]
Date: 2008-03-15 09:44 am (UTC)2. You really upset him.
[ Filter: Andrew ]
Date: 2008-03-15 09:51 am (UTC)and wow. okay. one I didn't mean to and two, like he's never upset me and um I can count the apologies on one hand.
[ Filter: Jonathan ]
Date: 2008-03-15 10:00 am (UTC)[ Filter: Andrew ]
Date: 2008-03-15 10:00 am (UTC)[ Filter: Andrew ]
Date: 2008-03-15 08:33 am (UTC)[ Filter: Jonathan ]
Date: 2008-03-15 08:42 am (UTC)[ Filter: Andrew ]
Date: 2008-03-15 08:44 am (UTC)[ Filter: Jonathan ]
Date: 2008-03-15 08:46 am (UTC)[ Filter: Andrew ]
Date: 2008-03-15 08:48 am (UTC)[ Filter: Jonathan ]
Date: 2008-03-15 08:54 am (UTC)[ Filter: Andrew ]
Date: 2008-03-15 08:57 am (UTC)she's like a really good therapy session personified okay um that's the only way I can describe it and. it's a thing. whatever.
[ Filter: Jonathan ]
Date: 2008-03-15 09:06 am (UTC)[ Filter: Andrew ]
Date: 2008-03-15 09:12 am (UTC)wow um. okay. avoiding or not, it's not because of Cordelia. it's stupid, I want to fix it.
[ Filter: Jonathan ]
Date: 2008-03-15 09:20 am (UTC)[ Filter: Andrew ]
Date: 2008-03-15 09:23 am (UTC)