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i feel a little like an idiot right now. if i'd known it was that i might have thought about it, but it's never been important. what the hell am i supposed to do? i've always only worried about ikki and making sure things were right by him. who he likes and what he wants and

damnit, this is so messed up now. it's easier when i try to think of things with ikki, but this ... i haven't even thought about this shit. i mean, akito's into ikki, but it's a little different. he's practically like a girl half the time anyway. when he feels bad, i feel the same way as i do when a girl is crying, even if there's a chance agito will bite my face off for being worried (i guess that makes it easier to not be with him). but this isn't about worrying about girls. it's a little different. really different. i don't even know.

heh. i know i can't go to ikki. i thought a run would make it make sense, but all i could think about ... well, all i've been thinking about is him.

maybe i really am.

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this is a ... little awkward, but can i come over?

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