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I feel so restless. I blame it on the fact that there's hardly any work to do here. I should be used to the lull by now, but I'm still not completely fine with how empty it all feels. I just wish that it was half as busy here as it was in Japan. I know, a lower crime rate is always good. But it's...

... who am I kidding? I just want to distract myself from thinking about Hei. I have much more free time now, so I think about him often. More than I should. I... did think about him when I first came here. I remember being so angry that I was here and he was there. At least, I thought he was still in Japan, but I heard rumors about someone who fit his description and frequented some of the restaurants in this area. I felt that it was him, but I had no idea how to make sure.

I didn't think I would see him on the network at all. Posting like that publicly didn't seem like him. I thought he would hide. I remember being so surprised. Surprised, scared, and excited. He knew I was here, and yet he decided to show himself. Did he think that I wasn't going to notice? That I wasn't going to start searching for him then, if I hadn't already? That I had stopped caring?

I don't know what he's doing.

...

Follow my intuition. That's what he told me. I'm not going to stop until he lets me speak to him. I've made up my mind on that. I'm not taking that back.

I have to stop being so many steps behind him.

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I might start needing a second job or something.

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Hello again everyone! Since the penalty game for the last event has ended, Rena thinks it would be fun to start up a new one.

The next water gun park will be tomorrow, same place, same time. Rena couldn't come up with any other ideas for a different game, though I would be very happy if people would come to play with me again! ♥

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