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Form is emptiness, emptiness is form,
Form is not other than emptiness, emptiness is not other than form.

You were right, it is very interesting. Not my exact cup of tea, but I'm intrigued.


[ Filter : Suou Tamaki ]
I think I said something about an original sax piece to thank you? Yeah, well, I wrote it. I could come play it for you and your fiancée sometime.


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Christ, Knoxious and I could teach English at this sorry school. It's not such a bad idea, you know. I don't think I want to get a job. Just not used to that sort of shit, and I don't plan on getting used to it, either.

I've been researching cellphones. Fascinating stuff, really. And by fascinating I of course mean boring as shit. Also, expensive. It's just not worth it, you know?

Poetry isn't sating me today. I'm restless. Need something to do.

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I have a roommate.

...

What do I do?

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I've been here several days now. This is a world that I thought could be different, but even as I pass through the hallways of the school, I see numerous people with different abilities. I see wings and I can tell it is really no different here than it is there. The situation is quite different; Aya was right when she said there was no war. But Kabane is here, as well, and they were on different sides. There will come a time when I will need to fully understand this, but I still feel somewhat inadequate in comparison to everyone else here.

It seems as if she is struggling to keep herself composed, and I cannot just point out that he is gone now. As much as I would like to shake her into realizing that he may never come, I know she wishes to keep her eyes open. If he comes here, will he bring the war with him, because of the eye? Or will Nagi be able to escape the wheel of fate by arriving here? The question still remains. I wonder if it would be the same for my brother. How would it be different for him? I see the different facts and try to come up with a specific conclusion, but the way this world is set out makes for a further complication. Fate may not touch this place; it may leave it alone because they have already destroyed themselves.

But to think of it in this light makes it even more unsettling. This is a world without storms, without the rain that might cloud someone else's vision, but would never cloud Aya's. There are no frogs jumping around. This is a world without life breathed into it. Even so, these people adjust because it is what they have come to do. I find myself aimless among these people right now. I imagine that with time, I'll be able to adjust in a manner and push myself forward, but now I'll continue to ponder about the matter of fate.

If it doesn't belong here, then it may be for the best. It may be that I never see my brother again, and Aya will never see Maya, even still, without seeming life breathed into her. It may be that I will never be able to keep my vow. It may be that we were never meant to do that because our lives are, just as they believe, fictional.

It may be that this remains even more complicated and that there is fate but not set forth for us to examine, and we have to tear away what is blurring our vision and not allowing us to see it.

And even if we, I, do manage to tear away what is rendering us incapable of seeing the future, will it matter? Or will it be a similar dead end, like the world that exists outside of this dome?

Worst of all, I worry that this is the world that would have inevitably existed in my world. And if that is the case, I wonder why I have been fighting for so long to prove myself. What is there to prove, when it all ends in a never ending war?

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I think tomorrow will be time to go shopping, Chrome.

Vongola, it would be interesting if you came along, as well. And not just you, Sawada Tsunayoshi.