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I've almost been here for two weeks.
I haven't written in a while, but that's because everything's so different. I kept meaning to sit down and write about it, but things kept distracting me. It's nice to be here, though, but I miss being around Guy, Natalia, and even Anise and Jade. I keep wondering if this is all going to turn out to be some dream. I don't think it will, but it's so different here.
I've been around Tear a lot. I thought she might not be here to watch over me when she showed up, but she is. I'm really glad about it. I haven't really had a chance to say anything yet, but I think we're both waiting. I'd ask Guy what he thinks, but he's not here. Maybe I should tell someone here. There's a chance that someone will tell me what to do. Isn't that sort of thing emphasized in this place? I'll try and see if these filters will let me ask a lot of people here.
I haven't mentioned everything with Tear yet. We've gone grocery shopping a lot and I think I know how to do it on my own now. I've been thinking about getting a job, but I don't think I'd be good for anything. It'd be kind of a pain, too, to do something like that. I've never really had to work, but I also was willing to save the world. I haven't asked Tear what she plans on doing, but I think I should. She'll help me out.
This place is so different, though. A lot of people seem a bit uneasy and I don't think very many are happy. It was a little easier helping people back home. With Jade, Guy, and the rest, we were really able to make a change. I don't think I can do that here. The only thing I was really good for is gone. I still have the Key of Lorelei, but it's not the same.
There's a lot more I could say, but I think I'm going to go ask some guys that question.
[ Filter: Males in Babylon ]
There's a girl I really like, and I'm pretty sure she likes me. What do you think I should do? I'd like any advice.
Thanks.