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Ah! I have a day off! I haven't had one in a long time! Maybe I'll go train for a bit, and then go shopping? Roxas-kun, is there something special you want for dinner? I was thinking of chicken curry, maybe? You can invite Axel-san, if you want. I can make enough for him, too! You should take advantage of your roommate being in a good mood.

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I'm sorry to bother you, Ichihara-san, but I know you mentioned seeing me again. I would like that.

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It was Roxas-kun who said it first... that I shouldn't be hung up on someone who might not come. Even Ichihara-san said that I shouldn't keep wishing for something that's not going to happen. She looked so polite when she was saying it, like it wasn't a big deal.

But it matters to me!

There are a lot of things I like about this place! There are people with powers, just like me, and there are people who believe really strongly, just like me... there's no war, and there's no Souhaku... there's also no Souichirou-sama...

Even though I like it, I suddenly feel like my existence means less then it did before. After I met Souichirou-sama, I was so sure of all of this. Even as I fought Kabane-san, I felt little bits of myself coming together. Even if that tiny piece of Fate is missing, then nothing will come together until it falls into place. Scattered among all these Souls, each has a small piece of "Fate," that I can feel. With the Dragon's Eye, I haven't been able to see it yet. I can hear them all coming together in this place. At first, I thought it was just a jumble of souls, and that there was no organization to how everyone was pulled from their own "Worlds," but... I can almost feel it coming together. If I can "See" the small pieces of Fate that everyone has inside themselves, then I might understand.

Souichirou-sama... for now, I'll just have to make sense of this, myself. I'll become a strong woman for you.