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Tear wasn't in her apartment when I went to visit her this morning. I didn't ... expect her to end up leaving before I did, but I'll make a promise right here and now. I'll come back to you some day, Tear. Even if you can't hear me, or read this, I'll come. I came before, didn't I?

I promise.

[ Filter: Private ]

People are probably going to wonder why I said that so publicly, but ... I think this is how it has to be. I keep thinking about writing about all the times we spent together, but I'm not about to forget. I never forgot in the first place, and I don't think I can write about how much it meant for her to be here with me. I'll go back to Auldrant some day. It'll be me and Guy, and hopefully, Asch can come, too, and we'll be happy there again. Asch can go back home to Mother and Father, and this time, maybe he won't mind doing it so much.

It'll be really nice.

So that day's gotta come now. I don't care how long it takes or how weird it is. It'll definitely happen.

I miss you, Tear, but I'll learn as much as I can before I come and see you again. I promise.

I guess I did end up writing something in private about her, huh?

[ Filter: Guy ]

Maybe you're worried about me, because that's just the sort of thing you do, but don't. I'll be okay.