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[gaiaroad.livejournal.com]

My first thought upon arriving here was that this was a world that could be freed from the chaos of my home, but I quickly learned I was incorrect in my assumption. There are various ways to look at the trials of this world, but all I see is a place that is waiting for the same chaos to take over. It is a world that is expected. Even if it is not the future of my world, I can see my future becoming like this place. Approach it as you will, and it still appears to be the same.

I have not decided whether to be disappointed at this arrangement, or to try to be optimistic about the possibilities. After all, I may be early enough to keep it from becoming worse.

I believe there are some individuals here that could sway my opinion? You know who you are. I would rather not have to mention your name if you are not ready to speak with me.

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[gaiaroad.livejournal.com]

This is both about what we want, is it not?

[ofthebirds.livejournal.com]

That's what it's always been about. But no matter what, I'll help Crow Kun with what he wants, no matter what.

[gaiaroad.livejournal.com]

And we will continue to be in opposition, even if we were never meant to be separated?

[ofthebirds.livejournal.com]

I would like to show you the Sky again.

[gaiaroad.livejournal.com]

They say the world outside is a wasteland. Our lives would be the sacrifice in order to see the Sky again. And so would everyone else's. There is no way to return to our home. I asked, and they responded, and I accepted. I hoped, but found out that the same potential for pain existed.

It is a folly to hope to show me a Sky that would kill us.

[ofthebirds.livejournal.com]

I would be all right with dying if I could see the Sky with you one more time, Brother.

[gaiaroad.livejournal.com]

You would be all right with killing everyone else in order to achieve your Sky?

[ofthebirds.livejournal.com]

My Sky is already here. I want to give you yours.

[gaiaroad.livejournal.com]

We were always meant to find our Sky together, Sister. We already found it once, and I do not see it here. If you are referring to him, then you are mistaken.

[ofthebirds.livejournal.com]

No, I'm not.

[gaiaroad.livejournal.com]

Then you are even more delusional.

[ofthebirds.livejournal.com]

No, I think I'm seeing clearly for the first time. Crow Kun's wings are bigger than anyone's. They're big enough to carry everyone.

[gaiaroad.livejournal.com]

What Sky do you have here, Sister?

[ofthebirds.livejournal.com]

The one that has made this prison bearable.

[gaiaroad.livejournal.com]

You are mistaken.

[ofthebirds.livejournal.com]

No, and I will stand by Crow Kun, even when my wings shrivel and die.

[gaiaroad.livejournal.com]

I cannot remember the last time you stood by me.

[ofthebirds.livejournal.com]

Nor can I.

[gaiaroad.livejournal.com]

It was you who abandoned me first, was it not?

[ofthebirds.livejournal.com]

You abandoned all of us, Brother.

[gaiaroad.livejournal.com]

If that is how you see it, I have no more to say to you, Sister.

[ofthebirds.livejournal.com]

Lock your heart away and turn your back, Brother. I will still be right here, beneath this Sky.