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I've seen many things in my life that I deemed impossible as a child, but I never imagined a change like this. I haven't been here long, only a couple hours or so, and I already feel as if I've made a great change in my life. It seems that many of you have adjusted, and that makes me optimistic. But ... I worry.

That's probably not the best way to introduce myself, is it? My name is Takayanagi Masataka. I've just arrived.

I'm sorry for not being here for you, Aya-chan.

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She just posted below me, and I'm certain that's her.

How has she been able to withstand this for so long? It appears that Nagi isn't here, which means he's back there waiting for me—and for her. He asked me to take that duty upon myself, and then I end up here and find that I cannot do that. He said that even my brother fears my potential, but what potential will I have while here? I will have to continue trying to realize my true self, however. I will do it for you, Aya, and for you, Nagi. And for you, Taichou, until I can come and face the feat that has been set out before me.

I said I would make a place for myself. This is just another difficulty I shall have to face until I can do that. Nagi said it's better that I don't have that place, but in making a new place, I'll still allow myself to stand outside and make it better.

I'm doing it mostly for you, Aya. I'll always be there for you, and I regret that I could not keep that vow for the time you were here.

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That's good to hear, Aya-chan.