indesolution

It's nice to be home.

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The world has been quiet. I thought that I was fighting for Andrew-kun, but I was fighting for myself. I want to scold myself for being selfish, but I knew that's where I was meant to be. Every small battle makes me a little stronger, helping me understand myself and the person that I'm fighting just a little more. Just a week ago, I could feel my heart pounding in my chest before battle - and now it seems so far away. Like an event that I'm looking back on, something that happened years ago.

I had to fight so I'd understand. What happened, why is this person doing this? Why did he hurt Andrew-kun, why was the Dragon's Eye gone? Why couldn't I save him?

I've always been so dependent on my Power. Instead, during this fight, I watched Senpai and how he moved. He never had any Powers, instead Senpai always trained hard to use what he could in a battle. It's hard to think that I didn't notice how I could fight without the Dragon's Eye. I could see with it again, and I feel complete again, but I will also learn to help myself without it.