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[ryuume.livejournal.com]

It's nice to be home.

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The world has been quiet. I thought that I was fighting for Andrew-kun, but I was fighting for myself. I want to scold myself for being selfish, but I knew that's where I was meant to be. Every small battle makes me a little stronger, helping me understand myself and the person that I'm fighting just a little more. Just a week ago, I could feel my heart pounding in my chest before battle - and now it seems so far away. Like an event that I'm looking back on, something that happened years ago.

I had to fight so I'd understand. What happened, why is this person doing this? Why did he hurt Andrew-kun, why was the Dragon's Eye gone? Why couldn't I save him?

I've always been so dependent on my Power. Instead, during this fight, I watched Senpai and how he moved. He never had any Powers, instead Senpai always trained hard to use what he could in a battle. It's hard to think that I didn't notice how I could fight without the Dragon's Eye. I could see with it again, and I feel complete again, but I will also learn to help myself without it.

Comments

[magicbone]

do you need anything?

[ryuume.livejournal.com]

No, I'm fine. How have you been?

[magicbone]

I'm hanging in there. um. if you need company or anything, just. let me know.

[ryuume.livejournal.com]

I'm just glad to be home. It felt like I was there in the hospital for a long time, a lot longer then it was.

Mm, thank you. I plan on coming to see Andrew-kun again tomorrow. I'm sure I'll see you there.

[magicbone]

I know the feeling. um but I'm glad you're home too.

okay that's good! he's making more sense lately so. um, thank you for visiting him.

[ryuume.livejournal.com]

I don't think Roxas-kun eats well without me.

I'm glad that he'll be alright. You don't have to thank me for visiting him, Andrew-kun is a good friend of mine. Any friend would do that.

[magicbone]

god me too. he still has a long way to go but um. I'm just thanking everyone because I know that's what he would do.

[ryuume.livejournal.com]

He's very lucky to have so many people supporting him. I'm sure he'd be happy.

[magicbone]

he has the power.

[ryuume.livejournal.com]

He definitely does!

[uponawitch.livejournal.com]

Your finally home, Aya-chan? We just have to celebrate!

[ryuume.livejournal.com]

Mm! It felt like a long time, didn't it?

Celebrate! Okay! What should we do? How does icecream sound?

[uponawitch.livejournal.com]

Too long, if you ask me.

Ice cream sounds perfect, my dear.

[ryuume.livejournal.com]

I'll come by and we can go!

[hirohiko]

Congratulations on being released from the hospital!

[ryuume.livejournal.com]

It's so nice to be able to move freely now! Ah, I didn't think this place could get anymore stuffy, but I was proven wrong!