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All of these people are in pain, but the only time I've experienced anything like this was with Mercutio. When we were kids ... even recently ... we would play war games, but then Laz ended up disappearing and it wasn't the same anymore. Halloween lost his memory, and we found out what happened to Mercutio. I can't help but wonder what Vashti would say about this. She would likely say it has something to do with them being men, and needing to prove themselves. The girl who fought was just trying to stand up to it.
It's a little scary that I was able to work that out. I don't think that was the case.
I can't help but think that we would have liked to be able to manipulate the system to do things like that. If we could control one another, the battles would have been different. We were only kids, though, and I still feel like one even now. I want to help so many of them, but I can't help but be curious about how it all worked.
I would talk to Halloween about it, but he's not here. I might start writing to him in this, and maybe when he comes, I can show him the contents. He might not care—he's Hal, after all—but I would like for him to see it.
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I'm afraid I don't completely understand what happened, but I imagine that's a part of being in a new world.
Rube, I'm not sure what to think about what you said. You didn't want someone to die, did you?