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There's no way I can follow this decision if I don't make it a routine. I'll need a job that isn't at night soon. I've had numerous jobs. What would you think I should do, Bai? There are so many changes that will come with these decisions. Mao would laugh at the time that it's taken for me to embrace these changes. Even if none of you are here, she'll continue following me. That's how she follows her intuition, and I'm still working out mine.
This isn't what I thought I'd be, but you were right. I've never wanted to be like a contractor, but I made myself one for you. It's part of who I am, but not what I am.
A little while longer. I'll ask her to eat this weekend.