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It finally occurred to me today that you probably read these. It wasn't difficult for me to hack into the system, but I felt as if it was wrong. But I'm not like you, Hal, and if it were up to you, you would do anything possible so that you could read these. I was tempted to see what you had to say in private, but you don't update very often and I doubt you would take the opportunity to write something that another person could find. Even if you did, it wouldn't be anything surprising. I thought about stopping from writing these, just in case you were reading, but I've thought better of it.
It doesn't really matter what you can or can't read. You already know anyway, don't you? I won't write any more of these to you. I don't think that would help very much, but I thought I would address it while it came to mind. I should have thought of it sooner, but you had disappeared for a time. But it's what you wanted—you're right. But I can't help but worry about you. Where you are right now and what you're doing.
I've other things to worry about, so I had better get to them. You probably think I'm insane for insisting upon going to school here. I don't care, though. I knew from the moment we got out together that I wouldn't want to do any of this, but now that I'm here, the others aren't. There's no Cham or Vashti or Isaac to do what you, me, and Fantasia wouldn't do. It only makes sense now.
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Do you think the government here has any problem with piercings? I'm looking for a bit of nostalgia, and I've never had the real experience before.