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Cold worlds shake from the oar.
The spirit of blackness is in us, it is in the fishes.
A snag is lifting a valedictory, pale hand;

Stars open among the lilies.
Are you not blinded by such expressionless sirens?
This is the silence of astounded souls.

Alright, who wants to go first. Do your worst. I don't care.

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notwalking

It's good that you don't. Believe me. This isn't shit you should have to deal with, so just leave it alone.

From:

hostbu

It's part of your life isn't it? And we're friends, so I would like to know what happened.

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notwalking

I think it's already been made relatively clear.

From:

hostbu

I want to hear it from you.

From:

notwalking

The picnic ended badly. Cordelia ran her mouth. Captain got angry. I didn't know he was going to do it, for the record. Police came, I punched some fuckers, detained overnight, Captain's gone for a few weeks at least. That's the long and short of it.

From:

hostbu

Are you all right?

From:

notwalking

Never felt better.

From:

hostbu

Would you like company? I still have some chocolates leftover.

From:

notwalking

Maybe later, I'm still sorting some things out. Thanks. I figured you'd hate me, so this is a pleasant surprise.

From:

hostbu

Why? From what you told me, it sounds like you were an innocent bystander to something truly terrible. Is there any reason I should think of it differently?

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notwalking

Keep thinking that, Tamaki.

Look, I'm going to be honest with you, because I like you. You've got moxie, remember? But here's how it goes: I follow the Captain. Just keep that in mind, and then think what you will.

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hostbu

He shot someone for no reason.

From:

notwalking

I see his reasons, even if no one else does.

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hostbu

Make me see it, then. Because right now I can't accept a man who knowingly hurts a woman for any reason. There are limits, Charlie, what have I been telling you?

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notwalking

She said shit she shouldn't have. She had no right to say those things. False allegations. Granted, I wish he had fucking told me what he was going to do, but that doesn't change what she said.

You've been telling me plenty. And I appreciate it all, but our ideas are very different, Tamaki.

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hostbu

If he had told you, would you have stopped it? I'm afraid to hear the answer to this.

Should I be worried about you?

From:

notwalking

I like that you're not stupid, Tamaki.

No.

From:

hostbu

If you believe these things are right, but I don't worry about you- that only leaves me not caring about you. I'm not ready to hate you, but I can't accept that you would do these things.

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notwalking

I've resolved to be honest about this shit, so. Like I said, do your worst.

For the record, I didn't say I would do it.

From:

hostbu

I am worried about you. I know he is a very important person to you and I won't cheapen that. But this is another man who tries to control people with violence and it hurts me to see you defend him.