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They didn't tell me for ages.

I just have to pretend like nothing's wrong, but I mean. What if he comes and finishes the job?

I still don't understand why I'm not dead.

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Thanks to everyone who sent me roses, my bedside table's looking pretty colorful. Despite one going conspiciously missing. I am actually doing pretty well. K' came to visit, which was cool, and they actually let me walk around the hospital a little now even if I have to have a whole lot of gross stuff wheeled along with me. Valentine's Day day was fun, too. I don't really know what to think about the Cordelia stuff. Mostly I'm just trying to stay positive, even if my hourglass is feeling a little dwindly. I don't really like being used as a political example. I... don't really want people to fight for me at all, but I guess it's not about me anymore.

That's all, I just felt I should give a status update or something.