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Mitsuru-san's here now, too.

Look, I don't wanna complain. I'm really glad she's here. Even though she's kinda scary when it comes to grades, I'm just glad to see that she's okay. And it's nice to have her around. I mean, she's my friend. Well, kinda. We're not really that close, but you know what I mean. It's gotta be nice for Akihiko-san, too. I bet he missed her a lot.

But... it's kinda not fair. Why can't Minato or Yuka-tan...

Man, back there, I really meant something. When I was so tired that I wanted to pass out in class, it wasn't 'cause I stayed up playing video games. It was 'cause I was doing something good with myself. 'Cause I was a hero. At first, that didn't really mean anything to me, I mean it did, but mostly it was just really cool, right? Then, after Chidori...

After I let her...


I don't even know what I'm learning in school anymore, man. I sleep through class. I don't do homework, I mess around on WoW all day. I go to work, which is easy enough, then come home and do whatever I can just to waste time. My room's a mess. I'm probably failing most of my classes. It's even worse than it was at home. At least at home I tried a little bit. I'd cram before tests and stuff, but I'd never tell anybody. I still managed to pass by the skin of my teeth. Here, I just don't care anymore.


Yep, Junpei, you don't ever change, do ya?