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I've almost been here for two weeks.

I haven't written in a while, but that's because everything's so different. I kept meaning to sit down and write about it, but things kept distracting me. It's nice to be here, though, but I miss being around Guy, Natalia, and even Anise and Jade. I keep wondering if this is all going to turn out to be some dream. I don't think it will, but it's so different here.

I've been around Tear a lot. I thought she might not be here to watch over me when she showed up, but she is. I'm really glad about it. I haven't really had a chance to say anything yet, but I think we're both waiting. I'd ask Guy what he thinks, but he's not here. Maybe I should tell someone here. There's a chance that someone will tell me what to do. Isn't that sort of thing emphasized in this place? I'll try and see if these filters will let me ask a lot of people here.

I haven't mentioned everything with Tear yet. We've gone grocery shopping a lot and I think I know how to do it on my own now. I've been thinking about getting a job, but I don't think I'd be good for anything. It'd be kind of a pain, too, to do something like that. I've never really had to work, but I also was willing to save the world. I haven't asked Tear what she plans on doing, but I think I should. She'll help me out.

This place is so different, though. A lot of people seem a bit uneasy and I don't think very many are happy. It was a little easier helping people back home. With Jade, Guy, and the rest, we were really able to make a change. I don't think I can do that here. The only thing I was really good for is gone. I still have the Key of Lorelei, but it's not the same.

There's a lot more I could say, but I think I'm going to go ask some guys that question.

[ Filter: Males in Babylon ]

There's a girl I really like, and I'm pretty sure she likes me. What do you think I should do? I'd like any advice.

Thanks.

[ Filter: The Guys ]

Date: 2008-03-21 02:41 am (UTC)
notwalking: ('til everything you say)
From: [personal profile] notwalking
Look. Alright. Here's Shakespeare.

You cannot call it love; for at your age
The hey-day in the blood is tame, it's humble,
And waits upon the judgment: and what judgment
Would step from this to this?



This is Byron.

She walks in beauty like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies,
And all that's best of dark and bright
Meet in her aspect and her eyes;
Thus mellowed to the tender light
Which heaven to gaudy day denies.



And here's Shelley.

And the sunlight clasps the earth,
And the moonbeams kiss the sea;--
What are all these kissings worth,
If thou kiss not me?



Henley.

But politics should find no harbour near;
The Philistine should fear to slip his tether;
Tobacco should be duty free, and beer;
In fact, in room of this, the age of leather,
An age of gold all radiant should appear,
If I were king.



Plus Colerige.

And looking to the Heaven, that bends above you,
How oft! I bless the Lot, that made me love you.



And, finally, Sidney.

For as from me on him his hurt did light,
So still, methought, in me his hurt did smart:
Both equal hurt, in this change sought our bliss,
My true love hath my heart and I have his.



Does that make sense?

[ Filter: The Guys ]

Date: 2008-03-21 02:54 am (UTC)
notwalking: (i know to trust my own true mind)
From: [personal profile] notwalking
What I'm trying to say is that the beauty is in the confusion, and girls get on their knees for it.

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Date: 2008-03-21 03:12 am (UTC)
notwalking: (soon they bark & hound you)
From: [personal profile] notwalking
It's tried and true. Pick a good one, though. Name's Nuwanda, by the way.

[ Filter: The Guys ]

Date: 2008-03-22 02:15 am (UTC)
notwalking: (all they say is trust in what is written)
From: [personal profile] notwalking
Mears, voice of the people.

[ Filter: The Guys ]

Date: 2008-03-21 03:34 am (UTC)
notwalking: (all they say is trust in what is written)
From: [personal profile] notwalking
Please, don't tell me you're not used to this by now.

[ Filter: The Guys ]

Date: 2008-03-21 03:38 am (UTC)
notwalking: ('til everything you say)
From: [personal profile] notwalking
I know that, Knox. But guess where it all starts? Knees.

[ Filter: The Guys ]

Date: 2008-03-21 04:15 am (UTC)
notwalking: (money is their idol)
From: [personal profile] notwalking
Was that too much for the flower?

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