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Mar. 25th, 2008 09:59 pm[ Filter: Private ]
I never really thought I'd say this, but I miss home. Kanou's a sweetheart, and Chris is here, but I miss my friends back there. I feel totally useless here. There's fighting going on, and all this shit, and I'm just sitting on my hands, playing Baseball Mom and still having nightmares like a six-year-old.
I wouldn't feel like this if Sherry were here. Then maybe I'd have some peace of mind as to where she was.
I can't stop feeling like I've abandoned her, even after all these years of not being able to find her.
That's probably why I still have the dreams.
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Before anyone asks, no, I don't sew, so if anyone wants costumes for this party I keep hearing about, you're all on your own in the creativity department.
I never really thought I'd say this, but I miss home. Kanou's a sweetheart, and Chris is here, but I miss my friends back there. I feel totally useless here. There's fighting going on, and all this shit, and I'm just sitting on my hands, playing Baseball Mom and still having nightmares like a six-year-old.
I wouldn't feel like this if Sherry were here. Then maybe I'd have some peace of mind as to where she was.
I can't stop feeling like I've abandoned her, even after all these years of not being able to find her.
That's probably why I still have the dreams.
[ Filter: Public ]
Before anyone asks, no, I don't sew, so if anyone wants costumes for this party I keep hearing about, you're all on your own in the creativity department.
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