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Things are getting pretty comfortable here, aren't they? I guess that's what I've gotta expect, what with Sora and Kairi being here so long. It hasn't been so long for me, but it doesn't make it any less suffocating. I keep thinking that one day, we're gonna find a way out, but I figure that if we had one, Naminé would have opened the door for us again—or even Roxas, once he got that part figured out. Heh, I guess that's what letting go of the Darkness is like. You can still feel like you belong in it, but here you are.

... Yeah. I know, I sound like some kind of overthinking idiot. That's gotta stop.

Anyway, I've just gotta be glad that Sora and Kairi don't mind it so much. And really, I don't wanna see their faces like that again, like the times I've come back from nowhere it seems. I don't like that so much, and I should've been here a lot earlier before.

This still feels pretty lame, but I guess this is what my status check is. I almost wish the King were here, maybe he'd say it was okay we were here, instead of trying to go back to some thing he needs help with. I'd almost want that over a life like this, but I've just gotta be happy that Sora and Kairi are safe. That's what matters the most, right?

Yeah, Riku. You are just a stupid sap.