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Ughhh this world is so stupid. I mean, I guess it's ok that the city's not getting destroyed every week, but I don't have any purpose here! I'm just another dumb kid. I have friends, but not as many as I did back in school when I was new and a pilot and everyone liked my red hair. It's not fairrrr! Ayanami doesn't even talk to me, that freak. You'd think this place would have cheered her up a little, maybe forced her to say two words to me; not that I want her to, but it's just boring when she's so quiet all the time. I bet she's waiting for Ikari to show up. I wish he would, that SOB, then I could make him tell everyone how we saved the world together! Then they'd all respect me, I'd bet.

Everyone uses these journals and they're so dull; why would you even want to write something where everyone can see it? And like I want to keep a diary or anything, this isn't some stupid diary it's just a log of how I feel. I bet the government's invading my privacy and reading it RIGHT NOW. They're probably just like NERV except without any actual weapons since they went and blew the world up. Except this place doesn't even have a Second Impact and I'm totally failing History and there are no words for how much I hate translating everything from English. We're in Switzerland, you'd think people'd speak a few more languages than just dumb American.

That's it, I'm cutting class and going to the gym. I have to lose five pounds by Christmas or I'll never fit into the dress I want.



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Peterrrr! You should take me to the ball!