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[actualizing.livejournal.com]

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I guess being fictional means we really can't be together after all. It makes it easier that way... just a little. Just a little, I can pretend that much.


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Am I doing this right? I think so! Hello! Especially to the one I will be rooming with, my name is Toa.

It seems I arrived in time for festivities! There's even a dance? That sounds fun! I hope those that go enjoy themselves. It's nice that you're required to have someone go with you, that way no one feels alone.

I wonder what I could do to help, too? Hmm...

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[fuckdiabetes.livejournal.com]

... well, guess my Adventures In Single Living™ have come to a halt!

[actualizing.livejournal.com]

If it's bothersome, I can sleep outside! I don't mind.

[fuckdiabetes.livejournal.com]

Hey, I never said it was bothersome. Just sudden.

... though you miiight want to watch those random candy wrappers on the way in.

[actualizing.livejournal.com]

Oh no, I just meant that.. if it is or became such a thing... I can do that instead. It's what I'm used to mostly!

Are they bad..?

[fuckdiabetes.livejournal.com]

... uh. You don't have to, really.

And that would depend on what your definition of 'bad' is.

[actualizing.livejournal.com]

It's better to have someone else around, isn't it?

Ohh. I could clean up, if you want!

[ryuume.livejournal.com]

Hello! Welcome to Babylon!

[actualizing.livejournal.com]

Thank you very much for the nice welcome!

[ryuume.livejournal.com]

It's hard when you first arrive.

Is anyone you know here?

[actualizing.livejournal.com]

It's all right.

Yes... there's one. He just found me. What about you?

[ryuume.livejournal.com]

I'm glad!

No, but... I'm sure he'll be here soon.

[actualizing.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry. I can understand what you feel. I hope he'll come soon for you.

[ryuume.livejournal.com]

I have faith that he will.

What's your name?

[actualizing.livejournal.com]

That kind of faith is admirable. It's really good.

I'm Toa! What's yours?

[ryuume.livejournal.com]

Natsume Aya! It's a pleasure to meet you, Toa-san!

[actualizing.livejournal.com]

'Toa' is okay! I'm not much of a person to hold the honorific! It's nice to meet you, as well, Natsume! I hope we can become friends.

[ryuume.livejournal.com]

Mm! I hope so too, Toa!

[actualizing.livejournal.com]

Are you going to go to the dance, Natsume?

[ryuume.livejournal.com]

Yes! I still haven't picked out a dress or shoes yet, though...

[actualizing.livejournal.com]

Really? I wonder if I could go. That sounds like it would be fun! Then, I could see you in person!

[ryuume.livejournal.com]

You could always go with your friend or with your roommate. (Hee, as long as they're male.)

I would like to see you in person too! We could always go out for coffee or lunch!

[actualizing.livejournal.com]

I think.. that I'll be going now! With Jin!

That sounds fun!

[kamishina.livejournal.com]

T-toa?!

TOA!

[actualizing.livejournal.com]

..Jin!?

[kamishina.livejournal.com]

TOA! I... I thought I was alone here...

Are you okay?!

[actualizing.livejournal.com]

Jin...

Yes, I'm fine. But, I... can't see you.

[kamishina.livejournal.com]

...Toa?

Why?! DID THEY HARM YOU?! Toa, please! I... I want to see you again.

[actualizing.livejournal.com]

No...

You can't see me. At least, you shouldn't. I don't want to hurt you, Jin. Not anymore. I've only brought you trouble.

[kamishina.livejournal.com]

I don't care about that, Toa!

I... I only want you around! I don't care about what any of them say! I don't care what happened, Toa!

[actualizing.livejournal.com]

But you should! Because of me, your -- you know.. Jin?

[kamishina.livejournal.com]

H-hai... I know, Toa...

It's okay... If you are here.

[actualizing.livejournal.com]

How..?

You should hate me. Why.. don't you hate me?

[kamishina.livejournal.com]

You... you told me, Toa... I have the other half.

I cannot... not you. Please.. I don't care anymore!

[actualizing.livejournal.com]

You really do know...

Jin... I can't make.. any promises, Jin. But, I want to see you, too.

[kamishina.livejournal.com]

Hai, I do.

I don't need promises, Toa! I... I just want you.

[actualizing.livejournal.com]

Jin, what you said before.. even if Gio isn't here for now, do you think we could have that?

[kamishina.livejournal.com]

Yes, Toa... That is all I want. Would you.. want to?

[actualizing.livejournal.com]

Yes, that's what I want most. I'll make sure you don't feel alone anymore for as long as we're here.

[kamishina.livejournal.com]

That... Thank you, Toa! I will stay beside you forever! I promise you!

O-Oh... Toa... about this.. dance..

[actualizing.livejournal.com]

I'm very happy, Jin. I feel lucky, too. It's good.. to have this chance. I have more to tell you, but... it won't be as bad.

Would you like to go with me, Jin?

[kamishina.livejournal.com]

There is?... We have time for that now, Toa... Now that we are together.

A-ah! Yes.. if you would go with me?

[actualizing.livejournal.com]

Yes, that's right. I won't leave your side. Though, I'm already in a room with someone... I'm not sure what to do now.

I would love to go with you, Jin!

[kamishina.livejournal.com]

Are you?... Well.. I will see what I can do! I won't let us be apart any longer.

R-really? Okay!!

[actualizing.livejournal.com]

All right! In the meanwhile.. wait for me, Jin! I'll come for you.

I'm looking forward to it.