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I saw Andrew-kun last night.
I had to hold my heart the whole time. I thought I was grasping it so tightly between my fingers that it was going to burst. Somehow, this is my fault, and even in Jonathan-kun kept telling me not to blame myself, just like I told him not to blame himself, a part of me still aches.
Smile. Win and smile. Souichirou-sama's words are still fresh in my mind. It was so simple, and I keep believing it. I want to say to "You're not weak, Andrew-kun," but I think I said it so quietly, that the words were just a soft puff of air over my lips. I thought that it had all ended, but where ever we go, someone's always being hurt.
I don't want to wish for the Dragon's Eye again. I don't want to depend on my Power - all this time, in secret, my body has been depending on Souichirou-sama to support him. Now that my Power's gone, I'm really not a help to anyone. I couldn't even help Roxas-kun, and now what happened to Andrew-kun... I shouldn't depend on my power to protect anyone, not even myself. I can feel it a little, now that Hirohiko-san is here, but it's like reaching up high for something I can't reach. I can almost feel it, the soft tingle at the back of my throat when I breathe, like I'm almost there.
When I came home, all I wanted to do was cry. So I took a shower, and cried as hard as I could.
Andrew-kun, I may not be able to see your final piece, and I may not have my powers - but I'm going to do everything I can to make sure that this doesn't happen to anyone else. Now that I've cried it out. I'm ready.
[ Filter: Senpai and Hirohiko-san ]
I think this person named Mukuro made his move.
I know we're not obligated here, because it's not our War, but I'm going to help my friends.
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[ Filter: Sawada Tsunayoshi-san ]
I'm sorry to bother you, Sawada Tsunayoshi-san. My name is Natsume Aya, and I was wondering if you could help me with something.
I saw Andrew-kun last night.
I had to hold my heart the whole time. I thought I was grasping it so tightly between my fingers that it was going to burst. Somehow, this is my fault, and even in Jonathan-kun kept telling me not to blame myself, just like I told him not to blame himself, a part of me still aches.
Smile. Win and smile. Souichirou-sama's words are still fresh in my mind. It was so simple, and I keep believing it. I want to say to "You're not weak, Andrew-kun," but I think I said it so quietly, that the words were just a soft puff of air over my lips. I thought that it had all ended, but where ever we go, someone's always being hurt.
I don't want to wish for the Dragon's Eye again. I don't want to depend on my Power - all this time, in secret, my body has been depending on Souichirou-sama to support him. Now that my Power's gone, I'm really not a help to anyone. I couldn't even help Roxas-kun, and now what happened to Andrew-kun... I shouldn't depend on my power to protect anyone, not even myself. I can feel it a little, now that Hirohiko-san is here, but it's like reaching up high for something I can't reach. I can almost feel it, the soft tingle at the back of my throat when I breathe, like I'm almost there.
When I came home, all I wanted to do was cry. So I took a shower, and cried as hard as I could.
Andrew-kun, I may not be able to see your final piece, and I may not have my powers - but I'm going to do everything I can to make sure that this doesn't happen to anyone else. Now that I've cried it out. I'm ready.
[ Filter: Senpai and Hirohiko-san ]
I think this person named Mukuro made his move.
I know we're not obligated here, because it's not our War, but I'm going to help my friends.
Edit:
[ Filter: Sawada Tsunayoshi-san ]
I'm sorry to bother you, Sawada Tsunayoshi-san. My name is Natsume Aya, and I was wondering if you could help me with something.
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[ Filter: Aya-chan and Kabane ]
Date: 2008-01-16 02:25 am (UTC)I'll help.
[ Filter: Senpai and Hirohiko-san ]
Date: 2008-01-16 02:26 am (UTC)[ Filter: Aya-san, Takayanagi-kun ]
Date: 2008-01-16 03:19 am (UTC)You don't know what you're dealing with; maybe you should ask around? There has to be someone from his series here who knows what he can do, how he does it.
I've been watching him since you mentioned it before. Ask around about "Vongola", and also someone named Sawada Tsunayoshi.
[ Filter: Senpai and Hirohiko-san ]
Date: 2008-01-16 03:24 am (UTC)What happened to Andrew-kun... Well, I can't let anything like that happen again.
[ Filter: Aya-san, Takayanagi-kun ]
Date: 2008-01-16 03:27 am (UTC)Be careful; if this Sawada is the kind of man who keeps company with someone like this 'Mukuro', then there's no telling what he's capable of. Stay on your guard.
[ Filter: Aya-san, Takayanagi-kun ]
Date: 2008-01-16 03:29 am (UTC)[ Filter: Senpai and Hirohiko-san ]
Date: 2008-01-16 03:31 am (UTC)Thank you for looking out for me, Hirohiko-san.
[ Filter: Aya-san, Takayanagi-kun ]
Date: 2008-01-16 03:34 am (UTC)[ Filter: Senpai and Hirohiko-san ]
Date: 2008-01-16 03:37 am (UTC)Ah, I guess I'll have to do it this way for a while.
I promise I'll be careful, Hirohiko-san, I'm a strong girl. Besides, Souichirou-sama isn't here yet, it wouldn't be fair if I fell now.
[ Filter: Natsume Aya ]
Date: 2008-01-16 03:32 am (UTC)[ Filter: Sawada Tsunayoshi-san ]
Date: 2008-01-16 03:35 am (UTC)I was wondering if you could tell me about his abilities... Before something else happens.
[ Filter: Natsume Aya ]
Date: 2008-01-16 04:00 am (UTC)oh
I'm really really sorry, I had no idea he was doing anything
He's an illusion master; really good one. He can possess people too, if he cuts you with his trident.
[ Filter: Sawada Tsunayoshi-san ]
Date: 2008-01-16 04:14 am (UTC)[ Filter: Natsume Aya ]
Date: 2008-01-16 04:24 am (UTC)