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I saw Andrew-kun last night.
I had to hold my heart the whole time. I thought I was grasping it so tightly between my fingers that it was going to burst. Somehow, this is my fault, and even in Jonathan-kun kept telling me not to blame myself, just like I told him not to blame himself, a part of me still aches.
Smile. Win and smile. Souichirou-sama's words are still fresh in my mind. It was so simple, and I keep believing it. I want to say to "You're not weak, Andrew-kun," but I think I said it so quietly, that the words were just a soft puff of air over my lips. I thought that it had all ended, but where ever we go, someone's always being hurt.
I don't want to wish for the Dragon's Eye again. I don't want to depend on my Power - all this time, in secret, my body has been depending on Souichirou-sama to support him. Now that my Power's gone, I'm really not a help to anyone. I couldn't even help Roxas-kun, and now what happened to Andrew-kun... I shouldn't depend on my power to protect anyone, not even myself. I can feel it a little, now that Hirohiko-san is here, but it's like reaching up high for something I can't reach. I can almost feel it, the soft tingle at the back of my throat when I breathe, like I'm almost there.
When I came home, all I wanted to do was cry. So I took a shower, and cried as hard as I could.
Andrew-kun, I may not be able to see your final piece, and I may not have my powers - but I'm going to do everything I can to make sure that this doesn't happen to anyone else. Now that I've cried it out. I'm ready.
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I think this person named Mukuro made his move.
I know we're not obligated here, because it's not our War, but I'm going to help my friends.
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I'm sorry to bother you, Sawada Tsunayoshi-san. My name is Natsume Aya, and I was wondering if you could help me with something.
I saw Andrew-kun last night.
I had to hold my heart the whole time. I thought I was grasping it so tightly between my fingers that it was going to burst. Somehow, this is my fault, and even in Jonathan-kun kept telling me not to blame myself, just like I told him not to blame himself, a part of me still aches.
Smile. Win and smile. Souichirou-sama's words are still fresh in my mind. It was so simple, and I keep believing it. I want to say to "You're not weak, Andrew-kun," but I think I said it so quietly, that the words were just a soft puff of air over my lips. I thought that it had all ended, but where ever we go, someone's always being hurt.
I don't want to wish for the Dragon's Eye again. I don't want to depend on my Power - all this time, in secret, my body has been depending on Souichirou-sama to support him. Now that my Power's gone, I'm really not a help to anyone. I couldn't even help Roxas-kun, and now what happened to Andrew-kun... I shouldn't depend on my power to protect anyone, not even myself. I can feel it a little, now that Hirohiko-san is here, but it's like reaching up high for something I can't reach. I can almost feel it, the soft tingle at the back of my throat when I breathe, like I'm almost there.
When I came home, all I wanted to do was cry. So I took a shower, and cried as hard as I could.
Andrew-kun, I may not be able to see your final piece, and I may not have my powers - but I'm going to do everything I can to make sure that this doesn't happen to anyone else. Now that I've cried it out. I'm ready.
[ Filter: Senpai and Hirohiko-san ]
I think this person named Mukuro made his move.
I know we're not obligated here, because it's not our War, but I'm going to help my friends.
Edit:
[ Filter: Sawada Tsunayoshi-san ]
I'm sorry to bother you, Sawada Tsunayoshi-san. My name is Natsume Aya, and I was wondering if you could help me with something.
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Date: 2008-01-16 02:26 am (UTC)