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[dontpatthebunny.livejournal.com]

I wish I were back in Sunnydale!



Well, that didn't work. Hello, fellow citizens of this lovely and not at all oppressive human incubator, I am pleased to make your acquaintance! I hope you are all enjoying your procreating!

I don't suppose anyone could point me in the direction of Xander Harris. He's a handsome one-eyed lad whose physique has reaped the benefits of a career in construction without the obnoxious cat-calling to accompany it. I'm sure you've seen him around.

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[ex_wells219]

What is?

[robotsexual.livejournal.com]

The trying.

[ Filter : Warren Mears ]

[ex_wells219]

Don't read too much into it, okay. It wouldn't have hurt anyone.

[ Filter : Andrew Wells ]

[robotsexual.livejournal.com]

Well no, I get it, it was a test run.

[ Filter : Warren Mears ]

[ex_wells219]

Even if it had worked, I wouldn't have done anything with it.

[ Filter : Andrew Wells ]

[robotsexual.livejournal.com]

Sure, okay.

[ Filter : Warren Mears ]

[ex_wells219]

You don't believe me.

[ Filter : Andrew Wells ]

[robotsexual.livejournal.com]

Which one did you try to summon?

[ Filter : Warren Mears ]

[ex_wells219]

I actually ran through a few? uhh, a Grannik, Kathgoros (but like that was gonna work), Fyarl... I started out small but when it didn't work I just sort of um, went for whatever I had the resources for. Which you know, there's no Magic Shop here either.

[ Filter : Andrew Wells ]

[robotsexual.livejournal.com]

Too bad it didn't work huh.

[ Filter : Warren Mears ]

[ex_wells219]

I'm glad. I dunno what I would have done. When I woke up. If I'd known I could still do it.

[ Filter : Andrew Wells ]

[robotsexual.livejournal.com]

Nothing without our help. Nothing he doesn't deserve. Take your pick.

[ Filter : Warren Mears ]

[ex_wells219]

I don't believe in all that eye for an eye stuff okay, because it doesn't work.

[ Filter : Andrew Wells ]

[robotsexual.livejournal.com]

Funny.

[ Filter : Warren Mears ]

[ex_wells219]

I mean it. Even if I could hurt him, even if somehow, magically, I could say the word and he'd be dead, I wouldn't. Sometimes I think I hate him and then I remember all the stuff he said and I don't know if I can. Which is pretty, um, pretty sick. And I don't want people fighting on my behalf anymore. I don't want anyone else

[ Filter : Warren Mears ]

[ex_wells219]

Sorry. I shouldn't. But I don't really have people I can talk to about this stuff.

[ Filter : Andrew Wells ]

[robotsexual.livejournal.com]

 
 
Christ, if this is you being the poster boy for redemption no wonder I'm not buying. I know you're a masochist and hey, not saying it doesn't work for me? But this just got real unsexy, Andrew. He didn't fuck you up because you deserve it, he did it 'cause it was good times. Don't flatter yourself that it was for a higher purpose, you're just easy to hurt, okay.

Look. I'm sorry if I couldn't make it, I don't know, enough for you.

[ Filter : Warren Mears ]

[ex_wells219]

Mukuro told me I needed to be punished for betraying my friend. He wanted people to come after him, and fight him, and lose. Because that would be more interesting than me.


It's not masochism. You think I wanted this? To get stuck in this dumb hospital? Kinda not. And- you're enough. More than. But that's not why I keep

well, you know that already.

Warren, I'm just scared, okay. Really, really terrified. And I don't know what to do or, or if there's anything I can do and I don't get why it has to be me.