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[notwalking]

I saw the best minds of my generation destroyed by
     madness, starving hysterical naked,
dragging themselves through the negro streets at dawn
     looking for an angry fix,
angelheaded hipsters burning for the ancient heavenly
     connection to the starry dynamo in the macery of night,
who poverty and tatters and hollow-eyed and high sat
     up smoking in the supernatural darkness of
     cold-water flats floating across the tops of cities
     contemplating jazz

Look. Let's forget yesterday ever fucking happened. I'm going to, at least.

Thanks for the career advice, Petrelli. Misguided as it was, I'm acting on it. You'll thank me later.

In honor of tomorrow, I'm flipping a coin. Heads, I drop out of school once and for all. Tails, I hold out until graduation.


Ah, it landed on its side. What were the odds. I am the master of my fate.

III.

[scienceexplains.livejournal.com]

I have so often accused Mulder of allowing hope to cloud his judgment, to blind him to the facts. Who would have thought that I could be so taken in by a simple prank, when all my life I have prided myself on my reason. How easily we are led astray when our heart’s desire seems just within reach.

I will not make that mistake again.

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But I will find my way back to you.

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[ex_aint86]

Someone oughta start explaining the point of pretendin something like that.

Gotta say, hope wears hard. Keep saying they're gonna get here, they're gonna come, cause I can't think why it'd just be me and River chosen. Keep looking to fly away on my own steam (or whatever those things are powered by) cause there's gotta be a place in the sky beyond whatever toxification's outside this bubble. And I believe eventually something more exciting'll happen than a rowdy customer, but I'm running out of ideas bout what to do til then.

Never thought I'd long this hard for a world I hated so much.

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[falsecontract.livejournal.com]

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Everyone here longs for home.

I think it might be better if you were here, Yin. Huang or Mao could be here, as well, if people can come back from the dead.

And so could you, Bai. Perhaps you could be here. I'm sure you would be glad.

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It would never be so easy.

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[ofoblivion.livejournal.com]

Anyone actually fine with staying here?

Maybe you all should consider that this is just a next life. The next life. You should try enjoying it. It's probably supposed to be like this.

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[strayingstar.livejournal.com]

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Inoue, aniki, taichou, and all the others are waiting for us while we sit here idle. I'm training that boy to fight, but what will we fight against? Even I know that this place is in turmoil, but it's better to look on the bright side of things. I'm glad to have found that bunny and that I'm making more friends, but I'd rather be there. I'm learning to accept things and people a lot better. Natsume is an interesting addition to my life ... Sometimes I think I'm with Inoue when I'm with her, and that makes things better. Ichigo wouldn't agree with that, and even I know it's not right.

This isn't a place we like very much. But ... I think it's best that we continue trying to make it work. I'll learn, and maybe I can go back and be stronger for Inoue and aniki.




... But maybe it's better for them that I'm stuck here.

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[bestchild.livejournal.com]

If we team up, we could take him, ja?

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[honorarily.livejournal.com]

Ah, yesterday was quite the disappointment, wasn't it? I've thought about home for some time, but I've decided I like it here. Euphie is here, and I'm starting to get into a position where I can help people! I'll only hope I have a better show there than when I was in the brawl.

But ... the real reason I'm writing isn't about yesterday! I was wondering if anyone from Sifu Vilma's class would like to do some extra training with me! It might be better if you're from the medium or advanced levels. I'm still disappointed with my performance, and I would like to further my resolve. I'd ask you, Jacob, but I think I might know how you fight by now! But if you want to train more, I'm up for that, as well.

Any offers will be appreciated!

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[andglory.livejournal.com]

Fuck this shit.

The moment we get any fucking hint of a way out of here, and a bunch of fucking people are happy with this. Happy with living in a damn cage? Happy being told that you have to hand over every little bit of information about your damn powers so you can be brought in in case some fucking psycho does something? Sounds like a fucking great place.

Look, I know a lot of you died where you're from. I get why you'd want to stay here, and hell, if my friend Brian showed up here, maybe things would be a little different. But this isn't the lives we're supposed to be living. Maybe some of you are fucking every night and getting on with that procreation, but I just feel like a damn dog all the time. And what the fuck is Petrelli doing, anyway? It all sounds like a bunch of political garbage. He's gonna help us and he's gonna make things better, but have you looked around? Shit. Hasn't. Changed. We still have to bare out cocks and cunts to the world and still gotta figure out where the fuck slot A and slot B go. And the moment we fight, we look like animals. Just because the bunch of us are frustrated.

Stay here or not, you'd think we'd be a fuck lot more proactive about changing shit. I haven't done jack since I've been here aside from tear up that building to see what they'd do to me. Guess what: they let me out, because I didn't hurt a damn person. I've just been sitting around and wallowing like it's gonna get better, like more of the people I love are going to get here and I might just be able to like it better. But they aren't getting here, and I'm losing more fucking sleep over the fact that they might be dying or in pain.

So I say this. Fuck Petrelli. Fuck whoever the hell is working for him. We've gotta have enough brains right now to get into those labs and fix things. And maybe shine some light on what's really going on here. And if you're dead where you're from, we'll find a way around it. It happens a whole lot in my world, and I'm sure if me, Rachel, Nori, and whoever the fuck else is from that world worked together, we'd be able to get you another chance.

I don't think this is what you wanted, Vilma, but this is what I'm here to do. This is what I'm meant to do.

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[becomingspecial.livejournal.com]

You hack into Petrelli's account and waste it with a joke? At least it was interesting for a few minutes.

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[puppetchild.livejournal.com]

I wanted to go home.

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[dozenpapercuts.livejournal.com]

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I should've known it was a trick. I should've.

Damn it. My life here is so pointless. I'm just skating by, waiting for Minato or Yuka-tan or even Chidori to show up. I don't care about passing classes anymore. Hell, I don't really care about making anything of myself anymore. There's nobody here to save. Here, without them, I'm just stupid old Junpei.

This is stupid.

Damn it! I totally fell for it and now...

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[sceneswelost.livejournal.com]

I'm actually okay with sticking around here. I mean, it's not like there's anything back where I came from for me, at this point. It's probably better that I'm here, actually.

Sure the people here are volatile sometimes, and the government is nuts, but it kind of beats being a wanted fugitive.

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[classyslayer.livejournal.com]

Where is Willow and all her vast geeky knowledge when you need her.

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[cleavered.livejournal.com]

It's strange, but for some reason Rena doesn't think she should've gone home anyway.

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[flameregalia]

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If Ikki had gone back to the sky, what would Kazu have done? I can't expect them to stay underground, we know it's no way to grow up. Why does this only bother me now that I know it's completely impossible? I'm still too young to be attached to things.



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Business is slowing down for some reason. Usually a salon picks up the profits in spring, but I suppose seasons aren't so relevant here.

Yamamoto-kun, why don't you bring your friends (family?) in for haircuts? I can tell a few of them need it!