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I keep forgetting to write more here, but I guess it becomes less and less important. I still don't have a job, but I don't know what I'm going to do about that. There are some people who are hiring and more businesses opening! But I don't think I'd be good at all that. Tear still tells me I can, but it's a good thing this place gives you money for not doing anything. We got all our money from fighting monsters. It was kind of hard, but at least we got by. There aren't any monsters here, and I don't think we could fight them even if we wanted to. They don't seem to like things like that here.
The real reason why I'm writing is because Asch is here now. He told me that he doesn't know what it's all for now. When we were back on Auldrant, he knew, and I knew, what we needed to do. It was really surprising hearing him say that, but I guess I understand the feeling. It's really different leaving a world where your sword means a lot and entering one where they haven't used them in a very long time. Asch and I don't even have our hyperresonances here. If we had them, we might be able to help things outside of the dome. They told me that no one can go out there because they might die really easily.
But it's different for him than it is for me. Guy's always been there for me my entire life, and I guess I can't worry about him. I have Tear, too, and all Asch has got is me ... and I'm the last person he wants around. When we went there to get Mieu, Asch didn't seem really happy to see me and wanted me gone as fast as possible. When he came down through the ceiling like that, I knew that I would only have a chance to live because of him. Lorelei ... it made that possible, and I think Asch might know that, too. He's a lot smarter than me, anyway.
I don't want him to be alone here, but I don't know what else to do. Maybe things will be different this time. I hope so, but I'm not going to hope too much. Asch probably wouldn't like that, either.
master look i can type too
... You're not supposed to be on there, Mieu!
i want to talk to people master will you let me
Maybe Tear will let you. I don't think it's a good idea
but master
Can I post my entry, Mieu? I don't even know why I'm typing to you in response! How do you know how to type well anyway?
the ring it makes it
... This is my journal entry! You can post another day.