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um.....

lately Ive had some bad dreams. like about Appa and stuff...... and Toph and Zuko and Sokka too.

and Katara......

i was really scared when I woke up. i'm glad I didnt hurt anybody but i could have.... what if they got hurt because I wasnt strong enough? thats what he said, he said I was weak. i'm not weak! its just that I can't use the avatar state anymore..... and i cant bend that well here and I wouldnt know how to keep something like what happened from happening again. and i was asleep for a really long time too...... i have to get stronger but I dont know how.

Im scared a lot....... well Ive kind of always been scared i guess. but i don't want to tell anybody. its bad enough that were stuck in a place with no sun or animals and really stuffy air, and the Fire Nation could be doing bad stuff while we're gone too. I dont want to make them worry about me anymore. were all kinda worried about stuff already. i just dont want anything to happen to them either. so Ive kind of been acting like im not so worried, i dont think theyve noticed.

ill try practicing my bending more. it's all i can do right now. practicing bending here is hard, I don't really like it. but i'll do it. i have to do it.


i hope Katara liked the rose even if she didn't say anything about it. its probably all wilted by now. mine were a long time ago. I wanted to write something on it but i didnt know what to say.... i don't want to bring it up but it's weird.

um...... hi.

i'm at home now. if you visited me, thanks!! i wasnt really awake for most of it, so i dont remember that much..... but thanks, its really nice that you did.


but how come they gave me homework when i was in the hospital?? and why is it weird?????

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I dont really like it here. theres no sky no trees no plants and no grass..... i really miss grass. there aren't any animals here either. well there are but theyre for food and stuff, that's so wrong, why would you raise animals just to eat them later?

it reminds me of the fire nation in a really bad way.

I miss appa too and everybody else. I wonder if they're ok. will appa be ok without me?

argh... this is the worst time ever!! We were close to the invasion and now we cant do it because i'm HERE and they're not here and they need me. i'm the only person that can help but now i'm gone.... this really sucks!!! I was ready for it too and we were gonna win!!!

i need to find out how to get home. they told me I couldnt leave but i'm gonna try!!


writing on these is really hard. the buttons are wierd.

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hi i'm aang

nice to meet you???