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I suppose this is how Van had to manage when I was little. It's a little difficult, and I haven't been able to go to work since it all started, but I think I'm doing all right. She's asleep now. It was very overwhelming at first, but now that it's almost over, I've almost become accustomed to it. I'm just glad that I was trained to work on little sleep.

[ Filter: Luke ]

I'm sorry for not being around very much this week. I was volunteering at the hospital. They know that I can't heal, but they were really overwhelmed with their patients for a couple of days. I assisted wounded citizens during the riot, and it led me to staying at the hospital for a while. I was able to deal with the minor injuries, since I've had first aid training before. The staff seemed grateful.

Have you been up to anything? I've been wanting to ask you if you were thinking of enrolling in the University or not. I'm not even sure, myself. I'm not really a scholar, and they said that the courses are rather intense, so I don't know if I'd be able to keep up. But, on the other hand, I think it'd be beneficial for us to know more about the dome. It's completely different from Auldrant, after all. I've learned a bit in the past week, but I still don't feel comfortable enough.

I've been thinking that it might be a better idea for me to work, despite all of that. I've never had a job, but I don't have a problem with work; it's always been more natural to me than school. We could go look for a job together, if you want.

[ Filter: Private ]

I'm still at a loss as to how to get back to Auldrant, and I'm worried about the fact that fonic artes are unusable here. But Luke is here, and just that has made me calm down a bit. I was a little angry being taken here at first, because he had just come back. I felt that it was unfair. It must sound selfish, but I'm glad he's here with me.

They told me that I was fictional. I find it hard to believe them, and until someone comes to me with solid proof, I don't see any reason to. My life is my own, and what I went through was real to me. That's all that matters.


I can only hope that everyone else will arrive to put my worries to ease. At the very least, I wish to see the Colonel. Or perhaps Guy, I'm certain either of them would be able to help, especially with finding information. I haven't gotten much. I feel as if the Colonel would have a better explanation for the lack of fonons than I do, for starters. I know that Guy would be more than interested in the machinery. It's nothing like fon technology.

I was hoping to become a healer, but it appears that even that is out of reach. I'll have to figure out something else to do with my time. I'm not sure if I want to attend the university, because of the stark difference in our sciences, but it might be beneficial in learning more about this world. I'll have to think about it. I'm more of a soldier than a scholar.

[ Filter: Public ]

I haven't had the chance to introduce myself yet. My name is Tear Grants. I arrived a couple of days ago.

This world is quite different from my own. I'm not even sure what the matter here is made out of, if it isn't fonons.